www.xanga.com/CONTAGiOUS___x

i hate this.

and you all suck if you wanna give me crap about it.

sorry.

<3--- meet me there. i promise this will be my last. and i'll keep it for at least a year.

[x]--- you never approved in the first place
[x]--- im tired of waiting for everything i do to be ok
[x]--- no matter how much i try to forget it, you'll always suck.
[x]--- never trust what you cant hold on to for long.

I wish that---

[x]--- when i get married eventually that it will be to a guy that appreciates all of my quirks.
[x]--- i'll find a friend that i know will never ditch me... or lie to me
[x]--- i'll find a guy that i have absolutely no doubts about... what-so-ever
[x]--- i'll find a way to love you, the way that you deserve.

they're making me doubt my motives... && i hate them for it

i entered a layout contest.... when she puts them on there;; id appreciate it if you would vote. ive got this layout on there and the one that is on laura's site. www.xanga.com/xxlurrxx

I know im not beautiful dear, but please. could you lie to me. just for me?

i dont see why i waste my time. you dont care. i dont care. no one cares.

watching romance from afar
shes bleeding from the glass on my feet.
learning that i love the smell of flesh

www.myspace.com/letsxdance___x

www.xanga.com/beautiful_deceptionxxlayouts

<3---

dot; dot; dot.

wow. lets resort to name-calling and curse words. a little low... even for you i have to admit. besides. im sure that you could get someone else to say it for you. wuss. i think ive made this clear before. crawl in a hole and die. im serious. you suck. I hate you. Ive never hated anyone even half as much as ive hated you. i didnt think it was possible. i might seem harsh now... but actually im in a good mood. i just wish you'd stop breathing already. im getting tired of waiting. and; well. i mean. if i could it would be me to get away from it all. except that in all reality im a wuss too. but not enough of a wuss that id take my own life. no matter how much id like to. and id like to. believe me. a lot. i dont care. you want to whine about stupid things like that. go ahead. im not stopping you. and if shed like to stop talking to me. well then she can tell me her self. i doubt shed run away with her tail between her legs like some people. ive wasted one too many breaths on you. its time you take your last.

sincerely;
Someone who wishes sincerity on mankind.

now that that is done.

new layout: www.xanga.com/pinkbg___tester --- kinda like this one. only sort of; but pink obviously.

www.myspace.com/letsxdance___x --- ADD ME.

<3---

Two Three new layouts ---- www.xanga.com/tvscreen___tester [x] --- one

www.xanga.com/bluebg___tester ---[x] two

www.xanga.com/tbs___tester --- [x] --- three

comment or something on my layout site. www.xanga.com/beautiful_deceptionxxlayouts

www.myspace.com/letsxdance___x --- add me

I still hate you.

<3---

www.myspace.com/letsxdance___x --- add me

i REALLY hate you. i mean woah. whore.